Thursday, February 03, 2005, 1:10 AM
COLOR CHANGE
Heh.Went to REDS with Chuan(*GASPS*Chuan called me after class asking what was i doing.So shocking.He seldom calls me and even more RARE that he'll offer to accompany me there!) to darken my hair color after 2 failed attempts to darken it!Haha..yes yes i know..damn loser.Bleah.Anyways,Chuan only stay there wit me for an hour.Haha.Actually,he colored his hair at some salon near TP just before he met me.I went to Pariss at Marina Square with my family and the company for dinner.Quite expensive for a buffet..it was like 50++ per person.Its international buffet.Hmms.THe food was okay..The sushi wasn't fresh looking and didnt taste fresh either!But the chicken wings were SWEEEEET!haha...i ate quite a few...and yes I'm growing fatter(*whines).The office girls took damn hell lotsa pics.Kelly was going to Taiwan for hols tmr.Lucky lass!Hmms.Ben went to Zouk to celebrate Roob's bday.Roob did ask me a few days before whether i was going..but i told him i dunno.Ben never ask me.I did try to hint/mention to Ben that Roob asked me whether i was gng but he didnt seem to react much and neither did he ask me to go.I wanted to go with him...But since he didnt ask i wouldnt push it further.Why bother to tag along.He obviously didnt want me to go.What can i say?He also didnt msg me all day till i msged him at 5pm..Is this the kinda space couples give each other?Cos i dunno man...I dont want to be possessive.But is THIS possessiveness?I dont think so.Does it mean one thing?He doesnt really care/lub me?I certainly dont think i was letting my mind run wild.
Saw this quote whilst i was surfing Friendster:
'Cause when it comes to love,I get so confused.
Things I say and shouldn't say.
And do and shouldn't do.
I build back walls that I've torn down.
I hide my heart so it can't be found.
I get lost as lost can be.
Still you keep lovin' me.
I've learned that I'm a taker and I need to be a giver.
And I promise you a whole lot more than I deliver.
An' I've learned that forgiveness is a simple gift of grace.
And I know I don't deserve it, but I see it in your face.
I know a lot about livin' but I've got so much to learn about love.
Oh, yes I do.
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